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'Cause you said, said he was the one
Baby yes you said, said you were in love
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♥ CLARISSA♥
Came to EARTH on 27 March 1991 Previously from Chij-OLGC [Pri] Previously from Chij-SJC [Sec] Educated in Singapore Poly loves my dearest boyF HATES being ALONE LOVES surprises underline bold Best viewed on Internet Explorer |
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having more confidence in myself. Sentosa-ing. Getting into NIE. hopes DEAR will have more time for me. chilling out with sec schl friends. hopes to receive surprises. GPA 3.9 fly KITE |
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Blogged @ Tuesday, October 27, 2009, 11:34 PM
i must learn to adapt to my life now. learn to get used to it. dear has no time for me. this week only meeting him on sunday. only one day. how i wished that time would just stop at this moment. where we would able to enjoy this day. time just passes so quickly when with him. i understand that uni life is like that. events and events and non stop events. it not what you want. its true. how i wisheddd that you werent staying in hostel. probably have more time.. and more time for studies too. often dreamt that what if you never stay hostel. you wouldnt have so many activities. and sometimes i wake up. and tell myself. its only nothing but a dream. not to take it for real. im trying very hard to control how i feel. whenever unable to meet. please give me time. i need to adapt to this environment. i often think backk. the days spent together during outings. with your friends. with my friends. supper. working together. and how i hope i will be able to turn back the time. to when we first met. although its impossible. i envy my friends who are able to meet their bf few times a week. envy those who are always busy. be it going out. studying. how i hope to be busy. and time will just pass quickly. without having to think too much. taking a part time job is just too high a risk for me. suddenly i hoped to have many assignments. this keeps me occupieddd. and the time to december would just arrive.. i shall make sure that december is spent well. with lots of memories. and hopes this will not turn out to be disappointments as well. the sense of secure is just not there. or mayb its just not strong enuff. i dont know when you will be freee. and what if something happens to me. will you be there for me ? will i be even able to reach you..? life have just to carry on although everything is just like a dream within a few hours and it will be gone. how i hoped to be able to receive at least a surprise from you. 15 more mins to our 8th month anni!!! HAPPY 8th MTH ANNI DEAR...! <33333333 AT 12 AM... HAPPY 8th MTH ANNI DEARRR!!!<33333333333 I LOVEE YOUUU! <3 as requested by yoouuuu... these are the pictureesss for our 8th month annii!!! WOOHOOO!!! ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ALL theseee are REQUESTED by dearr! except the PRINT SCREEN ONESS! (((: although its just a plain.. 1 hour.. of webcaming session. i suddenly enjoyedd it. (((: thanks DEAR..! and thanks for that surprise picture! despite how busy you were !! ((: Labels: going change over a new me ((: |
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