'Cause you said, said he was the one
Baby yes you said, said you were in love

CLARISSA
Came to EARTH on 27 March 1991
Previously from Chij-OLGC [Pri]
Previously from Chij-SJC [Sec]
Educated in Singapore Poly
loves my dearest boyF
HATES being ALONE
LOVES surprises

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4 Integrity gathering.
having more confidence in myself.
S'pore flyer with DEAR
Sentosa-ing.
Getting into NIE.
hopes DEAR will have more time for me.
chilling out with sec schl friends.
prawining.
hopes to receive surprises.
GPA 3.9
$25.90 wallet!
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Wednesday, December 16, 2009, 12:52 AM

when will you ever have time for me.
when will you even remember me when you are busy.
i am totally cluelesss about wads going on.
sometimes feeling lonely and down.
i can even get you.
just to share with you how i felt.
all alone at home.
to you its good.
but for me its not.
really hate the lonelinesss.
where werre you when i ever needed you to be with me.
i just request to be able to talk to you
is it that hard for you?

promises that makeee must be fulfilled.
if not it is not called a promise.
morning say will message me.
end up i wake up .
not a single message.
is it that hard to msg to inform me you have woken up.
i was even thinking whether to call you to wake u up.
but afraid you were slping.
come back from your busy.
say chat later.
okay. fine.
go dinner also never say.
i like some retarded talking to someone who is not even there.
come back from dinner.
i know you will be busying your stufff.
chat later.
okay. i understand.
but come back.
say need to go offline already.
always say but never do.

going home also never say.
message say you going home now very harD?
until you online.
never auto say you at home.
until i ask what time you going home. and you said now already at home.
i really have no idea about wads going on.
everything is really very rush.

though i have enjoyed the times with you last week.
does it mean that all these enjoyment and fun that i have
is a replacement for this whole week?
if thats the case. i rather not have all those...
i really need some care and concern sometimes.
okay. even though not care and concern.
just need you to inform me about wads going on now for you.
i really felt totally clueless.
like im not of use.
like i need not know everything.

mayb you wan to calculate.
how many sentences did we say to each other today.
i really have no idea.
when will you have time for me ?
when i needed you most, you werent there for me..
needed your advice, im clueless about where you are now.
having doubts about whether shld call you. or shld not
afraid of calling you will disturb you.
messaging you will disturb you.
i really dont know.

can you pls tell me
is it my problem?
school time. you are always busy.
busy with school stuff.
exams
test.
i really understand..
however.. even holiday... you are also that busy..
does it really mean the whole year.
throughout your uni life.
you will be that busy ?

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