'Cause you said, said he was the one
Baby yes you said, said you were in love
♥ CLARISSA♥
Came to EARTH on 27 March 1991
Previously from Chij-OLGC [Pri]
Previously from Chij-SJC [Sec]
Educated in Singapore Poly
loves my dearest boyF
HATES being ALONE
LOVES surprises
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Came to EARTH on 27 March 1991
Previously from Chij-OLGC [Pri]
Previously from Chij-SJC [Sec]
Educated in Singapore Poly
loves my dearest boyF
HATES being ALONE
LOVES surprises
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having more confidence in myself.
Sentosa-ing.
Getting into NIE.
hopes DEAR will have more time for me.
chilling out with sec schl friends.
hopes to receive surprises.
GPA 3.9
fly KITE
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Sunday, January 10, 2010, 10:51 PM
1 week has passed..
and all my results are out. and so FAR are all A's.
really aiming for A's or even DIST.
please. maintain maintain maintain.
and PLUS improve improve improve.
time passess that fast.
its just a few more weeks to out EXAMS.
and EXAMS = CHINESE NEW YEAR.
the CNY week clashes with EXAMS.
sickeningg...
if they pusshh forward its better!
BUTTT.it also means we have lesser time to study !
SIANS!!
MOREOVER, assignments are never ending .
JAVA.
ICD.
IWGD.
GEMS.
i hopedddd i can hurry finished UP my POLY!
and i know when i finished my poly.
i will feel like coming back to POLY life again.
okays. and i shall cont to say wad were i doing on FRIDAY SATURDAY and SUNDAY.
okays. FRIDAY..
after school met dear for lunch in school.
after that off to home to put my bag and my laptop.
before meeting mavis at HOUGANG.
after that when shopping around at TOWN.
i think TOWN has become my 2nd place for shopping during HOLIDAYS.
and im SICK of ittttt..
anyone has anywhere else to SUGGEST ?
but even though there is i dont think i have the TIME.
okay. after that v and g came to join us after their school ended.
and we went shop shop shop..
and all was actually windoww shopping.
crapped alot during those times.
and those were the days that made me think back.
how nice if i was still in sec school now.
and i can enjoyyy my life even better.
CHILLED OUT most of the time.
CHATTED alot during that whole dayy.
went to see DUCKIES.
anyways. its OVERALL fun fun fun.
and its LONGGG since i ever LAUGHED to my FULLEST.
really ENJOYED the times with my FRIENDS.
WEEKENDS = SATURDAY & SUNDAY.
in the end i never went to FLY KITE anymore.
cause dear sayss he have to be back in hall on sundayy for his soccer match.
and it was again LAST MIN.
was really really SAD.
and i knew it on THURS.
the KITE have been saying since he have his holidays till now.
and until now haven even go and fly.
BET the next time we go will be 10 years later.
this last min is FOREVER and EVER happening to me.
i really have been trying to be understanding enough
but its not that i dont want to be understanding.
its just that i just cant accept anything that spoils my earlier plan.
and i know its not fair to you..
but isnt it more even not fair to me?
i have to everyday sit there. wait for you to be free.
plan on what activities we want to do.
feeling that excited. feeling very qi dai to that day
and end up everything is SCREWED.
i dont know if you even felt excited for that day.
and mayb you didnt so you cant understand how i feel.
and how do you expect me to be understanding when its always giving me dissappointment
time and time and again.
i know that you have already informed me before hand that many of these will come out..
but do you think its fair to me.
and have you even thought of how i felt.?
the feeling its really TERRIBLE.
and sometimes i really BLAMED myself.
why did i felt to excited for...?
if i didnt feel so excited mayb all this would not even happen...
and maybe its always my FATE to be in all this suffering!
i hope you can really put yourself into my shoes.
and think if it was you.
and you are freaking excited for this outing. and yet everything is screwed.
you wont feel good also isnt it ?
i really HOPED that there will be a solution to THIS.
PLEASE. i will really need to solve this!
else i will feel very terrible..
i missed those days when you are not having holidays.. ):
at least i still can study with you. without having all these nonsense.